To Err Is Human

2006-03-31T11:34:00.000+08:00

Interpreting Road Signs

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just saw dis on some sites..
so just wanna share ds.. its funny

having fun @ work

2006-03-29T11:11:00.000+08:00

well..
HI everyone..

i m at office..
maho~
lol..
abit crazy mood.. bcoz i decided to blog something down which is funny..
i came across some funny websites n found dis site very amusing..

http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face_recognition.php

at first just feel curious as i c other pple's result says they look like jay chou.. den u know la.. jealous ma.. haha.. den go n kay kiang try own pics.. n try more n more.. dis is wad happened.. lol~

resulting says i look like the late leslie cheung.. lol.. wth.. n so i went on to try other pics..

wah, their database is somewhat limited or wad..? plain coincidence? so i went on to another pic..

CANNOT BE! he must be my brother or something! kinda dun trust dis system leh.. so i go into the final verdict to c whether he is my long lost brudder or not... n so...

My sister came out instead... lol~ very amusing.. look like girl.. n so i was bored n do a last test..

WOW Song Hui QIao came out.. lol..

So verdict is dat either i look like leslie, or if not i will look like a girl.. but er.. i suddenly remember leslie is a gay.. OMG!

awWhaha..
enough of my own pics...
i went on to try couple pics of me n dear n c wad will happen..(hope i dun look like leslie again)

WAH LAO EH! hahahahaha... at 1st oni dear's result den i go n do a manual scan of my face den WTH! same sia wAHahha... guess we look both like him in e pic ah.. i luff my head off softly in e office.. buay ta han..

ok la.. just put some fun into e boring office..
i look around.. i think oni my desk is so happening.. lol wad to do..
i m not e typical working class..

ok~ back to work...
n send dear some results of her own i tested.. lol.. i wun post bcoz its OFFENSIVE!
wahahha

back to work

2006-03-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

yoz..
been ages since i touch my blog..so was ordered to blog
know less than 0.01% of the world populations c dis blog but still blog anyway..
well.. its office hrs.. n i m actually working now.. been working since the start of 2nd week of holidayz.. got the assignment from THATZ.. haha.. dunno since when i have become a frequent stand-in personel for them.. ok la.. i like no commitment jobs.. only nid to stand in for no more than a week or so.. but dis time is for consecutive 11 days.. omg.. first time lol..
dis week is 2nd week le.. next tues n i m off.. ok la.. quite ok pay.. $60/day ma.. say is do IT helpdesk support la.. but is actually help pple reset IDs/passwords, solve their 'why i cant log-in' & 'why i dun have internet access' n 'why i cant send my emails' etc etc..lol.. other than tat.. other issues i will leave it to my collegue to solve..other times no calls i will just surf net & email dear bcoz she oso working as admin at APPLE hp company.. not the sell computer one.. so to sum up.. job is quite slack.. if oni all office jobs i get in future is like dat.. but i wan higher pay la lol...

hav been pretty tight financially recently.. wonder where all e money gone to also haha.. anyway..hope can survive thru the assignment den just nice i can start hibernating at hm and explore e games i bought..

b4 i started working, went to JB wif her.. city square as usual.. although 2nd time.. already like LAO JIAO le.. haha... go there oso wun panic n stuff.. bcoz know wad bus to take n where to board n e timing etc.. so took 950 from woodlands there.. n den guo guan zhan jiang.. finally reach there..dis time still quite early.. faster than e previous time. changed more $ into ringgit dis time haha.. went for shopping spree.. acutally oni wanted to buy pirated games la.. lol.. so went there 1st thing we bought is games.. bought a few games, bought 2 shirts, a cap n magazines etc.. actually wanted to go KTV but den too bad, fully booked n den nid to wait few hrs those kind, n oso not student rate bcoz its a sunday.. den no choice.. continue shopping.. dear oni bought a few items.. but dis time sway, wanted to eXplore outside the mall.. but den pouring outside when we stepped out..n den dere is one thing dat caught our attention.. saw alot of kids, each stationed at some junction n overhead bridges begging.. really poor thing.. like just sit there no matter rain or shine e whole day.. waiting for pple to give them money.. n of coz.. those pple who r kind enuff sure give those pitiful kids.. but they dunno n nv think much bcoz i think these kids belong to some 'ORGANISATION'.. those f**king mal*y pigs kidnap these children n den make them beg for money taking advantage of human's soft spot for children.. n even worse.. some children r slightly impared and some.. just doesnt look right.. malnorished n stuff.. *grr* makes me wonder wad e police r doing... stupid govt..
anyway, dis time we left early..able to went back for dinner..contented.. but feel slightly lightweight in the pocket a little.. lol..

so other than tat is working le.. zzz.. cant wait to get e pay.. lol.. nid to pay for alot bills and also next music forest fee oso i must pay myself de.. :S sian.. i think i will nv get the chance to save up ever again..

Hmm.. this yr resolution would be to get 1 or 2 As for a start for sch... well.. got my results few days ago.. Although no fail.. but den still got Ds..sianz..

BUILDING CONSTRUCTION 5.00 D+

BUILDING MATERIALS & FINISHES 3.00 B

COMPUTER AIDED DESIGN 3.00 B

CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS 2.00 C+

ENVIRONMENTAL LAW, SAFETY & HEALTH MGT 2.00 C

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY 2.00 B

MECHANICAL SYSTEMS 5.00 D

haiz.. for those important de i get D.. end up pull down overall GPA.. i know.. i should be glad i m not debarred.. due to ATTENDANCE.. i got debarred for 3-4 subjects..even worse, i almost got kicked out of poly.. haha.. sian right.. so in e end Met up the stark-up Director n wrote letter n stuff.. get D is already very Xing Yun..
nvm, told myself its oni yr 1.. hope yr two i will pull up my socks n sleeves..

wonder who my classmates will be when start sch.. but no matter wad.. i hope i will be happy wif anything dat comes..

Gd luck to everyone

=)

EXAM OVER = HOLIDAY = Yr2 le~!

2006-03-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

Yay~
Exam is over.. huge load off the shoulders le...
didnt really study much..
was even playing games even the day before the paper.. dunno how to write die..
though only two papers, they r very important ones and highest credits comes from these two modules.. must thank some classmates tat bother to study together n exchanged some notes and share some tips.. and tat maybe next time wun be classmates anymore.. but still thank them nevertheless..

Thank god the paper wasnt too hard.. dun think i will fail ba.. i dun wan to repeat.. almost got debarred already bcoz of attendance probz.. but if i go thru.. i must really Ganbatte for Yr2 le..

Now..
I've missed some music lessons le.. didnt even go for make up.. realli waste money..

E previous lesson i missed is bcoz dear won tickets to c 'my girl & I' den i choose to watch movie than to go lesson... haha.. anyway it was a nice movie.. i dunno why i like dat actor very much.. i luff my heart out.. and i cried my heart out oso.. its nice show.. worth the price for a movie.. but for me.. its free.. *heh*

Hmm... things have been quite roller coaster for dear..
i know things done cant be undone..sorry again...
but thank her sincerely for giving chances and dis is the last time le...

glad everything is over..
now just concentrate on holidays..
dunno wad to do.. got some money issues le.. haha...

So mainly now is more on how to spend quality time rather than go on a spree...
Downloaded couple of shows.. games n stuff... enuff to bring our butt down at home for couple of days.. next.. would be waiting for allowance to go for another JB trip..

And again..

made clear le..
love ya dear~
& no one else!

hungry le... T_T

What a new year

2006-02-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

haven really blog for quite a long time...

CNY over le...

valentine's day too...

have not been quite busy with things... but have been busy being sick.. haha..

CNY not bad.. quite some ang bao collected.. and also have been quite lucky on the table too.. in case anyone dunno wad i meant.. GAMBLING! haha.. seldom gamble.. but i m game if anyone JIOs me.. like to tok cock during the game.. and like the atmostphere everyone is very much indulge in e game.. poor thing for zhi xiang.. who lost quite alot.. and LGF is very lucky haha..

yep.. other than those.. it isnt quite a PING PING AN AN new year... got a stupid incident regarding my cousin, whom i dun even contact.. didnt really wanna talk about it.. but i'm glad it subsided.. escaped those unwanted confrontations and MA FAN... since the 4th day of new year, i have had one of the worst sickness in my life.. other than appendix & dengue, this is another 'FEEL LIKE DYING' illness.. i think its bcoz on monday i went back to school and do my artifact at the workshop.. the saw dust? the paints? the wood shavings? or simply the air there? i dunno... the doctor said i might be allergic to a new environment or even a new brand of shampoo or washing powder for my bedsheets.. after much thinking, i still think it is the workshop la..

anyway, the feeling sux..
scratch non-stop.. from one spot itchy den it spread to other.. den sratch le another place itchy, den realise whole body full of huge bumps like mosquito bites and red.. even my face swollen.. dun even feel like going out anymore..
just wanna stay at home n sratch.. nth realli helps.. at 1st tot is mosquito bite, den use mopiko.. den after that tried use snake powder, den use FONG you.. den use calamine.. almost everything is temporary relieve.. see the doc, tot the doctor give me medicine will straight away heal, eat le also itchy, only that it will temporary subside..
total saw 2 doc.. ate the stronger medicine oso 3 days later den heal.. wth.. i dun ever wanna go through that le.. if not i really wanna go commit suicide..
1 week of torture..
dear took care of me oso like very cham.. kenna scolded by me bcoz i very very bad mood..
make until she cry but still must apply medicine for me.. i see her like dat i oso cry..
anyway, glad its over..

missed quite alot of events and things ba, but i'm still glad, in another way, i understand how important the people around you is..

saw fearless & xiao hai bu ben,
now adays movies, especially asian ones is always about spreading a certain msg..
for fearless is that one must know in life, there are more important things
for xiao hai bu den is that, one must always look at the other person's You Dian instead of que dian.. and dun be so Gam Siap on praising people..

hmm.. valentine's day past le
i didnt have really much money so only get minimal for dear,
sorry..
she gotten me alot of things..
from decorations to cards and not to mention..the PS2 she used all her ang bao money for..
now pennilesss le.. so sorry..

just hope that after a bad start in new year,
everyone around me is happy, and also those not around me..
happiness is everything....

being sick can be happy too...

study break soon
nid to study for exams le.. den i shall welcome the coming term break to really enjoy..
though wun have alot money coming in.. i hope my soccerbets will double and triple..lol

ja...

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2006-01-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

CNY coming...
yay...
meaning more money coming in.. but dunno why.. a bit not really excited bout it.. haiz..
recently like feel everything is like a hassle..
like not as happy as before le.. dunno why...

Anyway...
reason why m i blogging now is dat.. today is suppose to do project de...
end up tio tua.. put aeroplane...
bcoz of dat cheeena char bor.. haiz.. why come sg to study & den dun get a HP? already a person in other country liao.. still dun wan make pple more accessible to contact.. now deadline is thurs how r we going to finish the whole damn thing...
Now i myself try to fix the proto-type..
hopefully a skit on wed.. or wadever.. dun care la.. as long as dun end up fail e module can le..
i dun wanna repeat stupid CATS..

sighz.. speaking of which.. skit.. reminds me of my digicam.. i missed it very very much.. i heart pain le..
why most expensive possession.. is now gone..
i dunno where it is.. i dunno how is it lost..
haiz.. i dun think i will ever have tat much money to buy something like dat le ba.. even if have oso wun just spend like dat le.. curse my luck.. maybe heaven kai wan xiao wif me.. ya.. ni kai.. wo wan.. da jia xiao... f***
sighz...

anyway.. its all bad news recently really...
from e smallest to e biggest...
dear lost her phone.. i lost my cam..
arsenal lost to everton... haha.
aiya dunno la.. just simply quite depressing.. forever haf no time to relax or slack.. if haf oso not consecutive days.. project deadlines.. test.. quiz.. arg...
going to die already la.. pui...

*ahem*
mom now nagging i m anyhow put things here n there la..
den say meow meow jus now slp my bed den ask me to clean.. & den nag n nag when i didnt do it right away.. say i didnt realise bout e cleanliness.. say if i continue like dat she wud not clean it already.. safe trouble for her...
Grrrrrrr.....

always i will hope she die faster so i dun have to live in dis kinda 'disciplined' environment..
i dun like dis kinda life..
i prefer to be more liberal.. compromise.. understanding...
my kind of perfect housewifes is...
1) husband come home she wun question right away
2) not understanding & start insult husband is a pig who comes hm n just lie there la.. not doing any housework la.. anyhow put things la.. i mean.. they can just think b4 toking.. & just gently remind.. "are u very tired? r u ok? later remember to put ur socks away k?" (ya dis kind)
3) not be bias.. e most outrages thing is dat when u treat the CATS better than your own son..

anyway, tats just something against my mom...
back to reality oso thankful dat she bear e pain to give birth to me...

hope ming tian hui gen hao....

Rainy dayz

2006-01-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

zzz...
Rainy days just makes me slpy...

had been in e midst of drizzling...
slightly wet.. but still its better than super sunny days... e only problem is the lethergicness & the risk of getting flu...

well.. had been busy wif the Common test..glad its over...
today just got back e LEAST confidence paper.. MES.. got 41.5/80. haha.. super lucky.. guess the buddha let me hug the right leg this time.. i tot i would fail... last min study paid off.. but thanks to my frens gave me help n spotting qns n giving me tips...

hmmm... tml is holiday.. gd... a well deserved break.. but after that must rush project le.. projectmates kept postphone.. i think must start doing le if not i scared hug buddha leg oso no use liao..

thank you dear for putting up wif my attitude..
i know its very hard for u.. sometimes really make me feel like a gal and u r e guy in e relationship.. i haf PMS oso.. haha..
seriously.. i do.. bcoz like any other gers.. i come that thing oso.. hahahaa... oni those who know me should know wad i toking ba.. ok.. back to my food...
hope i can rest n fully recharged for the coming exams n finally a LONG break in march...
ganbatte ne...

Long time no post

2005-12-07T03:15:00.000+08:00

Now 3am plus & i m still blogging..

dunno tml wanna go lecture or not.. so sianz...

wanna wish lili happy 20th bday...

so far so well, sch already got 3 modules i kenna warning of low attendance liao but still feel kinda slack.. dunno why still not scared.. hmm... ok la, at least spent effort to do the projects & stuff.. so still fine ba.. got alot more assignments n projects to clear... hope wun slack till dun do..

Hmmm..
juz wanna say i dun wish to have no control in my own life & e way i wanna potray myself.. i juz wish everyday to be happy & fulfilling.. coz to me everyday is a different day.. diff things u have to accomplish..

I dun wish anyone to say bad things bout me... & i can say i m not that bad ba.. having any enemies is e last ting i wan in my life..

my laptop crashed just recently.. well.. everything gone... glad some thingx~ i already burned into discz.. hee.. but well.. not the pics n some of e vids.. some things jus cant go back & take them or re-live that moment.. therefore pics are kinda precious.. gd or bad memories, at least they r memories.. mus treasure de.. dats saddest thing for my com to crash.. & yah.. the programz.. stupid.. all the programs running ever so well for me as i spent alot effort to download & install them.. they r just like knights to me.. ever so loyal.. & so ready when i nid them.. but now... dis new harddisk i dunno how la.. sometimes will give error.. i think some codecs or programs i download in wrong sequence or wad den it alwayz gif blue screen & restart... sway ba...

dun talk bout it le.. now have to bai tuo jw to help me backup the crashed harddisk le.. i hope dell forgot bout it & dun take it back from me so dat i got ample time & resource to back my things up...
thankz jw bro to be ther always for me yeah?
& also dear dat always cheering me up when i m in bad mood or down..

hope i would enjoy the 2 weeks of holidayz.. but after dat would be common test week..& project submission deadline... yah.. dead...

=)
gd nite...

$Broke$

2005-10-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

*woof*

Cute arent they?? Cute LiL pure breed Maltese..

2mth old le...

Well, Dell nid to be sold off le, if not will have 6 dogs around e hse...

Now & den i have been finding buyers who're interested but so far no one i know wanted to buy leh.. why ah? they so cute lehz..

Hmm... dun wanna sell to pet shop, they cheat pple money de.. they say sell them for $500.. but they resale for 2k.. wth rite..
So currently listening to any petlover's offer...
Hope someone will take not only buy but take gd care of these puni puni doggies..

If anyone interested pls drop me a msg k??
hmmm.. cannot imagine 6 dogs running ina HDB...
woof woof... lol

Anyway,
about my life recently..
everyday is fine...
E audition went pretty badly,
forgotten e lyrics.. sing well oso useless.. hope they still call me.. if not i really waste money le.. went wif mom n relatives to KTV, happy to be praised hehe.. keep saying she going to be XIng Ma.. haha.. /\ zhi oso dun have yi pieh.. haha.. hmmm.. hope pearlyn can go in too.. of coz.. she will.. her singing so nice..

Hmmm.. den as for dear's 18th bday coming soon.. damn broke.. so maybe will give a belated.. so sorry..

waiting for sch re-open.. hope it'll be a very eventful & happy chapter... =)

Happy days?

2005-10-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

Everyone does changes.. i wonder did I change..
if so, for the better or worse..

Anyway.. bday over.. 22 already.. did not celebrate much really.. just a normal eat out wif frens.. made cookies at home.. did most of the clean up too.. den ate steamboat at her hse bcoz its her sis bday too.. dats practically all...

Happy ba.. should be ba...
There's no occasion for bursting laughters.. just simple meal, same pple.. if with no presents, its just like normal dayz.. which is not a sad thing.. if only every normal day is so simple.. no fights, no quarrels.. no disputes.. no unhappiness...

Thanks for all the presents..
I like the jacket e most le.. appreciate the thoughts and the price tag too.. i valued it very much.. was thinking this bday i recieve most present le.. but think again2/5 came from frenz.. though i nv xi wang anything.. but this bday i think i missed something... i dunno wad is it.. very empty.. there's things i wanna forget dis bday and swore nv to talk about it anymore so i would erase it from my mind as well n not rake it up...

Thanks for those who remembered.. thanks for pearlyn who didnt fail to turn up, thanks for e guys for turning up n wishing me.. thanks for dear whom tried her best to make things special..

Maybe i m old le ba.. kept thinking that bday events will tone down as one gets older.. maybe i think too much la.. just tat maybe pple got their own lives & tat i'll slowly be forgotten.. maybe they just lost track of the date.. or m i really fading...

Nvm, just be happy and i m happy for u.. its dat simple..
tats e border line..

Anyway, there's dis fri to brood.. haven really picked the best amongst all..

maybe dis song is e best for now...
我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了音乐低声了我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了口中的棉花糖也融化了窗外阴天了人是无聊了我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了还以为你心里对我又想念了怎麽你声音变得冷淡了是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了滴下的眼泪已停不住了天下起雨了人是不快乐我的心真的受伤了

The holiday dat didnt get me going...

2005-10-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

Well.. guess my blog is somewhat too personal..

I learn i shall be brief & more general..

Holiday to me is to relax & not to have a routined life..
and also to do e things that i longed to do and cant do doing sch days..

But.. things like training, working, singing lessons blah blah.. all like nv put words into actions.. kinda feel useless & also surely not a man who live up to his words anymore...
surely dear will think dat way..

Zzz... nth wrong wif dis kinda life though, some might envy, some might say "comon pls, go get something to do".. well u r not me.. dun yell at me bcoz u r discontented wif e way i live my life, it is my life after all.. if u r not happy wif ur life den do something bout urs.. dun implement your way of life into mine.. i know wad i m doing.. and certainly i m happy go lucky, a libra, i dun live on rules.. i live on wad i feel right... curfews, stubborness dun work on me..

enuff on me..e above is meant for some pple who want to have a say in my life, such as e person i call mom and some whom might think likewise on her side.. although u wun get to c dis bcoz i dun think u all r IT literate, but at least i can vent it here but den still end up living in ur stubborn implementations & judgements..

ok, lets not brood...

For those, or a few who does see my blog, hope u all wun get so bored as some who simply browse wun get the point and tot i m senseless in my speaking & reasoning .. sorry, all i can say is i m much a guy with complex thinking.. to put it in a gd way, i m different, to put it in a bad way, i m just wierd..

Alright something i wana share to pple out there, and a sneak peak into wad i do while i m alone..

Download anime, movies from bittorrent...

For those who longed to download movies,series,anime or even games.. u guys can download torrent files.. i'll share wif u guys how to go about doing it... b4 that u nid to download the downloading program that i think is the best for me bcoz it doesnt have pop ups and quite user frenly torrent downloading ware..

Bitcomet
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http://www.bitcomet.com/doc/download.htm

after having the program..
here's e sites which u can find the files u wan to download

Anime
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http://www.baka-updates.com/

or

http://www.animeyume.org/

Movie/Series & games
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http://isohunt.com/

or

http://www.mininova.org/

Where u can download latest movies, like The Myth or tv series LOST or games for pc/psp etc.

Jap/Kor Drama
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http://japan-tv.afraid.org:6969/

or

http://d-addicts.com/forum/torrents.php

where u can find Any recent or past dramas, even can find hk/taiwan/sg dramas..

Alternative search engines
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http://thepiratebay.org/browse.php

or

http://www.slotorrent.net/

of course there r other sites i hav, but i think all e above is more than adequate..

Enjoy ur downloads especially if u like to hibernate at home or those who got too much money and leave their PC on like nobody's business..

Do leave tags for me if any queries or any updates to share..

thanks

Mysterious Delivery

2005-09-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

Well..

Thanks to whoever dropped a package at my doorstep, there's at least something to do in e morning..

Wake up due to a sms asking me if i have receive a mail.. den ya, saw e mail above my room fridge.. i knew who is it from since i no longer recieve mails from frens..

so was practically in bed for 3hrs since i woke up.. reading n reading.. slowly realised no one left in my house.. den i have to find strength to get up of my bed(i m just lazy) & went to get my modem to connect internet in my room..(ya, i m)..

Once connected, started my normal routine.. sign in msn, check someone's blog n blah blah..
Ya, i was e anonymous.. but anyway, thank you for e comic, guess its not worth it since it has to travel all the way so far to e east side.. but i learnt from reading carefully & guess its by someone's car.. anyway, u shouldnt have..

But there u go, u've moved on, took bold steps le.. den guess wun turn back le ba since its like dis..

& ya, there r a lot better guys & can provide better for you.. as i can c, guess u've found, or if not, will find that coming very soon..

There's nth i can blog about..

like i said, nth to argue, nth to explain..

Its funny how yesterday i was thinking so negatively.. glad in the morning doesnt have any song/s that keeps repeat in my head so i can blog indifferently..

Just one thing..I realise everyone is a Director.. i realise everyone has written a story in their heads.. they have already wrote an ending to their stories.. They just want to make sure they play a part, or just be glad to see their story bcom reality...

For me, seriously.. i m such of a Director too.. LGF, i see u with Jas married after u finish ur studies, Annabelle, i see u wif WZ after something really bad happens between u & ur current bf.. and mom, i c u crying very hard when one day one of our cats really dies..

Everyone doesnt really want to share the same stories..

Funniest thing is that ur own story, everyone's story of themselves.. they dun write it.. they only wish it to happen and often being caught into other directors' & actors's scripts..but they cant do anything bout it.. when one person is against so many.. yes.. thats really how helpless and pathetic it is... like i always said.. even when u think u r wrong, when everyone says u r right.. u r right.. and vice versa..

Guess everyone now has somewhat, wan a smiliar conclusion..

As the Tags showed there's a couple of forces pushing towards a conclusion..
A couple saying its who n who's fault..
A couple that is waiting for dis day to come...
And also a couple that wanted things to look bleek in the first place..

Anyway thanks ah..
so,
Let those conclusions be conclusions..
Let those "judges" be the judges..
Let those yearning for tis day to come celebrate..
and Let those who has already a perfect story in mind tell their story

I shall withdraw on the plot of their stories, and i shall c wad happens in the end of the story if i dun play a part in it.. will it be a gd ending? will it be a better ending w/o me? we shall c.. till den.. i promise myself no regrets..

The gd old days..
Thanks..
^-^

Songs Suddenly Becomes So Meaningful...

2005-09-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

Well.. i wonder what everyone does when have a bad day...

for me.. today...it certainly means listening to songs and think deep...

Dunno is it on purpose or wadever.. although i put the Winamp on shuffle list...

somehow e songs link each other.. i hate it.. but why should i? they r only songs...

but songs i usually just sing along become meaningful pieces of message and pulling forces that drag my emotions along with the lyrics..

The Songs,

Wai po - i usually anyhow sing.. n some parts bring back some memories..
An jing - just the lyrics.. doesnt link to my happenings but its sad,about letting go
Tong Hua - seems like i share the same aspirations.. but always bad ending
Zhi Sao Zou De Bi Ni Zao - ya, i hope it is sang to me.. i'll feel better.. but why i c** when i listen to dis?
Bu Xiang Shui - huh.. why does this song come at this point of them.. i did shuffle..
Mong Huan Ji Jie - finally i listen to the lyrics.. well.. its optimistic.. no wonder pple like to sing
Wo Bu Nan Guo - stupid song.. why must pple act tough? am i one of those? dun c** le..

end up keep repeating number 7.. haha..

shall not write a whole list of songs..

hmmm.. well.. guess i dunno wad is wrong wif me...

Aiya duno wad to write oso...

Dun feel like talking, debating, explaining, coaxing, assuring, defending...

I know i m plain lazy and probably tired.. from what? i dunno.. just feel like giving up everything and back to dis small world of my own comfort zone... dis is e best ba.. no responsibilities.. no nid scared dis n dat, no nid to answer to any doubts, no nid promise, no nid to put myself in e front line battling to withhold e title of "I m a gd boy, gd son, gd bf, gd fren etc etc.." and to defy all the doubts & elements that threat wad i wanna portray.. i dun feel a nid to portray any more.. just be me.. that i think i m right can already.. the me that hates to not bathe, the me that hates quarrels, the me that simply didnt bother wad pple thinks of me...

I think i m very protective over myself too ba.. i dun wanna have something very unpredictable wif me that says "handle with care".. i rather give up.. its not i choose to give up.. well.. they gave up on the family didnt they? he gave up on me, she have no choice, wad else? I dun belong to any where.. i m myself.. me... hope no one can ever intrude so there isnt any more of this pain..

figuring out myself and reflecting.. and am i really tired? i've been doing nth, not working.. having holidays..

Guess having too much time alone is not gd..

What is dis familiar feeling?

Certainly done reflecting.. somethings r better left unsaid and some let time tell.. and some.. just forget it..

I've choosen to let time pass ba... how bout urs?

To forgive and forget - thats the best option..

To only forgive - No point if u cant forget

To only forget & dun forgive - its best though..hatred makes u move on better

To not forgive & forget - thats not gd..

Well... i shall stop here...

Gd nite..(stupid yue gang is playing)

The Sentosa CLass Outing~~

2005-09-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hi there...

Here i am.. blogging again..

Guess wad, i Chao Ta already... I'm Sunburnt!

20th Sept...
Its class outing day...
GOing sentosa with my poly classmates & e lecturer as well...
well.. wake up @ 7:30am(woke up b4 my alarm clock sounded) bcoz suppose to meet them 9:30am at harbour front. Haiz.. So tired.. i took my sweet time packing my stuffz and den ever so slowly.. left my house.. but i still reached harbour front at 9+ haha.. very early.. saw Esther & Wen Ping while changing LRT so we r e ones reaching there early..

So we waiting for e rest to come.. den i come to know that there r quite a number of absentees.. Johnson(MIA), Boonjeow(dun wan come), Andy(leg sprain??) & Rafidah..ok its Faridah(??).. oh yah, Rachel will be late..

So everyone was there.. including APPLE..e senior, funny thing that is that they brought so much FOOD OMG... whilst waiting for the bus at e interchange to sentosa, was getting hungry n cant wait so bought potato curry puff to eat..

Took a few pics of Candid photos on the bus & on the way to e sentosa..e weather is fine..not too hot(yet) and soon we reached sentosa~ den didnt know nid to buy e tickets for e trip.. saw Mr ong & e guys infront walked i just followed passed the rotating gates.. den realised the rest is not following me,, they seemed like buying something, den they came in as well & asked me why i come in so fast.. i told them i just came in like that lo.. HAhaha... they told me they nid to buy tickets to come in.. I didnt buy & just come in n no one knoes anything~ MuAHhAha.. save $3.. yay.. Lulu bth me.. everytime kenna this kinda situations & no nid pay money one HAhaha,, always get freebies hor~?

Den finally~ we reached Siloso Beach.. remember e last time i came is with Guofeng they all.. hehe.. nice to be back.. really expecting lotsa fun...

Found a spot where Liyan & co were already there & laid down our stuffz.. took out the "GOodies" and i took a picture of them.. haha.. wow.. wonder how to finish everything.. Esther brought alot alot sandwiches & stuff.. Xuehui brought agar agar & etc, LuLu brought fishy ballz(which is not made herself..) and there r alots more stuffz.. from otah to mee...

Hmmm... Mr Ong start e rolling... he started eating 1st while others r preparing n changing.. haha. i caught him indulging e food on CAM haha.. "oinkz" (^ (00) ^)

Took a few pics.. but den LULU! ask u take picture for me.. u nv switch off.. den low batt le.. after that e rest of e pics have to ask from others.. lucky took the QUAN JIA FU already with my cam..

So we played volleyball, captain ball in da water, water bomb, kayaking,monkey.. and also played e game which has forfeit.. heheheh... Jackson, lulu, wenping & Cheryl(volunteered) are to be buried in e sand.. haha.. hope they had fun.. its tiring process.. nid to dig e sand for them and bury them.. hmmm...

left e place around 6pm.. b4 that, me n faiz wanted to go n change, but we saw a crowd near e shore.. we walked nearer to kaypo.. & found body lying there.. sigh.. a boy was drowned.. and rescuers r trying to save him.. but i guess to no avail.. they stopped & den came the friends broke down and wailed as they learnt they their frenz r dead.. haiz.. i c e oso can feel the grief... they r inconsolable..

Anyway, head a bit giddy le.. went to finish of my bath and get ready to leave e place.. not forgetting taking QUan jia fu pic again the e SILOSO Sign, but guess wad.. ask the Ah Neh take pic for us but end up oni caught picture of my leg.. sighz...

And i felt wad i fear most.. e burning sensation is coming at my back & armz.. and guess wad.. its e worst sunburnt i ever got.. face, armz and neck area & ankle area is all RED! like roasted like dat.. gosh, den i went look for dear at novena.. was a bit late, sorry.. she laughed at me for looking like dat.. =(

Hmmm anyway.. after that we bought a lotion at watsons.. and felt slightly better after applying it..

well.. shall update till here.. have to go out soon..

Cya

Its Holiday~

2005-09-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi..!

Long time nv blog le...
Was having my exams e previous week & finally~! its OVER!! WAhahaha
to summarize how i fair? well, if anyone would have wish me well during my exams, wish for me again pls~? haha.. i mean.. e papers were ok, should say i did study very hard for all three papers.. considering i really put in alot effort in writting up the notes for revision.. Electrical sys & LAW i think there is no prob in passing, only worry is will get gd grades or not but ECONS.. omg.. ECONS is a killer for me.. no matter how hard i study it just couldnt get in my head.. but thankfully, stress is over.. carefree le.. lol...

Now should be relax or finding a job? or go for singing lessons?
C ah, i am getting allowance but throughout the holidays if i nv work pple might c me as a slacker maybe? but hey, i got work hard for exams so i think a break for me is well deserved duncha` think? And bout e singing lessons.. i think.. n think.. bcoz it nids money ma.. unless i ask from my dad.. n take it as my bday present.. if not i would have to play STRIKE to get $$~ hiong hiong go bet $500 one time in one match.. den can get money for singing lessons liao haha..

Hmmm.. so dis is the start of my long awaited holidays.. must really spend it well.. as for poor dear.. right after her exams.. she now has to go for attachment.. it is at Esprit... few more hrs later is her 1st day le.. hope that apart from broading over the foregoned holidays, she can have a gd time working.. gain experience? hmmm.. i know she did alot of sales jobs b4 le.. so just put ur experience in it and hope to achieve an A grade ok? hmmm.. well, u get paid for a small sum still.. so take it as a module dat u have to pass n u get paid ba okie?

*Congratulations* to Pei Xia, my cousin..
She got married on 18th sept few hrs ago..
Her wedding is magnificent..i can c that alot planning and effort is done.. i give them a hand for their preparation... it really takes alot for a couple to plan so much and make sure nth goes wrong on the special day as they r bound to have different opinions ands views.. and having it happily done from the start to end is a couple that everyone envies.. from wad i c, they are a very compatible & happy couple and i give them all my wishes and support..dun have to wish them lasting bcoz i know they will.. i shall wish them to be wealthy both in health & wealth..

And i shall briefly tell everyone bout e wedding..i was called to attend last min.. i was suppose to go celebrate mid autumn wif dear @ her aunt's house de... sorry dear..
Its held at Carlton Hotel.. there's 16 tablez.. 2 main de..
i was called to sit at a table with oni my cousin and e rest r stangers..lol..
Bery bery awkward..
Anyway.. it started of with 2 MCs saying speech, talked bout mid autumn and today they choose such a special day etc etc.. and den after the lights went out, the door opened and the waiter & waitresses 1 by 1 came in with the dishes lighted up with a candle in one hand and all went to e center stage and bow.. *chuckles* kinda silly..
haha~ den came our food served to us, shall not discribe on e food, its restaurant standard so there's nth lower standard and like wad i expected to be, not a multi millionare's wedding u c on tv so its ok haha.. i think i've been to alot pple's wedding so its funny hearing pple who might say e wedding is below par.. haha.. pls.. if i were to get married.. rather than make it grand,i wan to make it a memorable one and save the *grand* wedding money to honey moon or to business use.. ^thats not practicle, its sensible^

Hmmm.. so it ended with a projector show.. presenting the couple's sweet memories.. it started with e groom's parents' pic, den when he was small to how he is now.. den the bride's parents' pics.. den when my cousin's pics from baby till grown up.. den it was both of them, their outings' pics.. den to ROM day.. and video of them making vow to each other and signing documents together with their parents..and recieving their parent's wishing.. den at last.. their XIe Zhen Ji.. from jap style to sailor style.. they look gd and most importantly, very real and loving as everyone can c in those vids..
*stupid pple doing up e presentation, a lot screw ups, they should rehearse and at least set up properly b4 showing pple.. so many distorted scenes that cause pple to look away from e screen n talk among themselves.. CUT THEIR PAY!"

and so it ends with some dessert and go off le.. not forgetting shaking everyone's hands at the entrance...
i followed uncle's car to dear's hse... tml she go work le.. hope she have a nice day..
ok..
shall stop here ba,

GD NITEZ

Examination Fever

2005-09-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

STarting to countdown for my first exam in poly..
aiyo long time nv had examination since ITE leh haha..
a bit rusty feeling.. like dunno how to be prepared for it....

THroughout the 1 week.. more or less everyday i got study... i wrote alot alot notes till my finger got blister le... although oni got 3 exams to sit for, its still very stress.. bcoz all e credit rating is 5 de.. den 1 very theory (LAW), 1 very maths ( Electrica system) & one is mixed de and its e most stress for me.. (ECONS!)

Hai.. all the fiscal policy & e multiplier is getting e crazy.. no matter how i try to understand, i will forget in e next couple of hrs and nid to go back n re-understand the concept again.. bery bery bery stress...

These few days kinda broke too.. so more or less everyday is stay at home n cook de.. dun misunderstand, its not cook 3 cai 1 tang those kind.. is maggie type and bread & soup kinda meal haha.. sorry dear, haf u to suffer wif me n eat those kind..

Everyday is almost e same till i mixed up today is a sunday or monday.. every morning wake up, cook breakfast, or go down buy, eat le den rest a while n study till 8+ or 9+ den eat dinner den study a bit more den slp at 1am-2am+.. a bit no life..

Yesterday suppose to be a "rest" day, morning yuan ben got BBall den cancelled bcoz e guys nid to go AFHM..* for those who dunno, is Armed forces half marathon i think..*
Den late morning oso yuan ben meeting April who just came back from UK to have brunch, but she overslept~~ -_-'
Den oso, YUAN BEN sept 11 suppose to be Zhi XIang bday, dat fella dunno wad happen.. maybe 22nd bday he dun wanna face it that he reached UNCLEHOOD.. or he NUA again.. dun wanna come out..
so whole day.. i merely slacked at home e whole day lo.. oni did a bit reading.. but mostly is print notes for dear & played game... lol.. i dragged AOE2 from my desktop into my laptop.. WAHaha..*geek* I m a game freak

SO toomorrow having ECONS examz... wish me gd luck..
i wun wanna fail any of e modules.. i know i wun.. but i at least wan or expect a couple of As for my exams.. GanBatte!!!!!!

The Start of study break~

2005-09-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

3/9/05
The Kbox day~
sat me,dear & his cousins went kbox @ marina sq
it was a planned outing, dear said his cousin had invited us to kbox to have a kind of gathering for his bday..
And so we went, long time nv go marina sq already, last time its kinda boring place to walk walk.. duno why.. just not a very nice place to walk walk.. know dat it is under renovation but still dunno leh, no XIng Qu to go there walk walk..

At 1st, me n dear suppose to meet 11:30 but she's late..(its a habit)
so she reached @ about 12:05 den we stand ard waiting for her cousins to arrive, i didnt really know them in person as the previous time i c them was CNY, dat time was a Hi & Bye kind and its kinda awkward to go out wif them to KBOX to sing leh.. Paiseh la..

Then they arrived, so farnie.. i felt a bit outta place that her aunt oso came den they speak in cantonese and talk to me a bit but most of e time is me nodding and "hahaha" like dat bcoz i dunno wad to say and unsure wad they say is really wad i comprehend haha.. den the 5 of us, including her aunt went off to haf our lunch 1st at marina sq..before having food i went to GIANT to buy some drinks to sneak in later bcoz the drinks in KBOX very ex..
we had Chiken rice, very filling.. hmm.. meet them already very paiseh, still nid them to pay for e food more paiseh, wanted to return to them but was rejected..

After food,went up to kbox liao.. at 1st tot her aunt oso going to sing, den after i know she go in is oni to listen to us sing haha.. and so we sang & sang.. at 1st a bit paiseh, dun dare to sing much, but since i learnt that her cousin, alex is footing the bill, might as well dun let them down, dun spoil the atmosphere by keep being so paiseh & stuff den eventually i started to sing more n more till i think i sang most during the 7hr session.. like tat i think i should at least pay for my own share..

Anyway... her cousin alex singing is nice, chen shou de nan ren~ haha.. though we all agree he sing like Jacky Wu, but its a compliment! seriously.. dun doubt.. its nice.. Den another cousin, know her as Zhen, she at 1st dun dare dun dare to sing de.. can hear her singing is very nice and know how to sing de but dunno why so paiseh since oni the 4(5-1 *one sleeping) in the room hear her sing haha..But after some encouragement she started opening her voice, den her standard come out liao hehe..

As for dear, she sing S.H.E zui high liao haha.. dunno she realise or not, every one was shock(i used to it) when she start screaming and stuff during the song.. haha.. i know dat she wanna keep the spirits high but nid to warm up de, not suddenly SO HIGH la haha...

Hmmm.. U all dun say i sing nice and so on la k? i dunno how to react to compliments de.. den very paiseh oso.. hee.. maybe next time i might join superstar la k? c how ba..(dun haf e face)

So from normal sing till 4+ to extend till 7+..
My voice go hoarse le.. but contended bcoz i know everyone enjoyed thruout.. realli had fun.. thank all of u every much.. and thank u alex.. but u shouldnt foot the whole $200 bill urself.. next time let us pay ourselves k?

Went hm drink alot alot water den voice slowly come back le..
left sunday to enjoy liao..

SUNDAY
As usual morning went to play bball wif pals..
didnt had a nice game, bcoz oni e few of us, but still ok la.. at least its for e sweat. Den after e game went home and get ready for swimming wif dear as planned, but TIAN BU ZHUO MEI.. when we about to leave den it poured heavily..
But we still go no matter wad, nth can stop us from doing wad we've planned haha..
so we still go swim even though a bit drizzling..

I tot bcoz its raining den e water should be warm de.. but den its oso cold.. haha.. i went in for few min my teeth start to clatter le.. realli cold.. e rain didnt seem to be stopping den me n dear decided to call it a day while we have not even been in e water for 1hr, but we learnt our lesson la, if we TI KI we sure end up sick like last time de..

We walked around Downtown east for a while, get free popcorns and candy floss, and so we went back home and rest rest...from monday onwards i nid to start working on my study plan le... i nid to study for 3 subs for my upcoming exam.. i dun wan just pass them, at least get a B if not A la hor! hehe..
ok
i write til here le... very long blog haha
Bb~

A day to remember, A day to forget...

2005-09-02T12:03:00.000+08:00

Well..
Its been dayz since i added another post!
Anyway.. dunno got pple c or not..
Ok, well.. Next week is "hoooooliday" liao.. but its actually study break..
SIanz1/2
I m in sch now.. just Finish my Internet & webdesign final test.. all MCQs n should be no prob..
Hope dis module get an A lo.. later will haf POA final test le.. Heng got dear teach me, so still confident ba, later will do my best.. bcoz already got a WU LING MI JI wrote up for later le since its open book! hahaHAHhAh.. dis one get A oso.. den at least something to be "xing wei" to tell my dad i got A for some modules bcoz since Once in PSLE and Once in Sec 4, i nv got another A in my life le.. its long overdue.. haha..
Ok la.. POly liFe So far So gd lo..
Its not more stress than JC i can assure but nevertheless.. they still somehow plan ur free time well till u got no free time! haaha.. all the projects and stuff..
Its when i study den i think i wanna faster go out work, den when work le will wish i m still studyin.. i guess its e case for everyone la hor?
ANyone contented wif life tell me k.. i wanna hear ur "success" stories.. lol..

Ok.. Yesterday was a day to remember and a day to forget...
To remember
Weilian Became super star..
To forget
Another tiff..

Anyway, everything is well now.. always sunshine after e rain..
so after e test later i will be Free liao ba.. or not.. bcoz i already planned my schedule for my studies.. and somehow.. i got no TIME at all to relax.. see how la hor?
Till den..
Adioz

Typical Weekend..

2005-08-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

over weekend was really a relaxed one.. has absolutely nth to do with studies..lol
but today i realised i realli is veri far behind my studides..
have to kinda start work hard for my upcoming exams which is 2 weeks away.. i cannot be playing le.. before that still have to rush all the tutorials to get markz.. jia lat.. can die ah..
Anyway.. sat.. after rotting at home for the whole afternoon.. rabbit called for a meet out and so at nite went out wif wz,jh,dear & rabbit for dinner @
east coast which at first i tot only eat around my house haha.. paiseh ah..
And den last min blur blur so asked wz come pick us up.. surprise surprise.. when i went downstairs i tot i saw wrong car lol.. ai seh.. not one, but two mazda at my doorstep..
Wahahah... wah, JH drive bro's car, and wz's dad change car from 7 seater to yellow mazda.. dramatic.. haha.. kao.. how come my dad never give me a mazda ah~! dun wan mazda la.. at least a CAR rite?!
Ok, nvm bout it, so we went to eastcoast makan.. as usual, sat.. cannot find parking.. so me n dear went down 1st to look for seats.. sian.. saw dis couple n baby gonna eat finish so we wait n wait.. den later come a plate of satay.. den roti john.. den sian liao.. waste my time waiting though we r waiting and watching soccer on tv at e same time.. imagine.. witness 4 goals while waiting for seats.. lol.. can tell wait for how long la hor..
Long Words Short Say.. so when they finish parking, just nice another table about to leave..
So eat finish le, went to SAF yatch club @ changi..
gd ambience, just go there chill out, tok tok n stuff while waiting for GF&jas to join us.. stupid rabbit always last min say wan go sentosa or wad.. and wanna plan for next day's dinner..forever so many ideas.. which is kinda irritating haha... already planned as sunday is bball day..e only day for me to sweat out, if not will become tummy tummy uncle soon..
den as when gf n jas came, wz & rabbit went to fetch his mom which took a freaking long time.. dunno how they can TU so long.. but the day ended with going CHangi village eat supper as GF & JAS nv eat dinner den after dat is go home le..
Next day wake up.. its time for bball.. sorry dear to be always company me n sit there feed mosquito for dunno how many hrs while waiting for me to finish my game.. only to fall aslp on the void deck table..
So den after bball game.. can feel more "slim" wahahha.. den come the hassle.. have to do extra assurance bcoz of some denial of accusation and ganged-up to try to infringe my relationship.. but i'm sure everything will be ok..Soon?
Air will be cleared up eventually but i just hate some people or there are people out there trying to be VERY VERY VERY sure of you but they actually know nuts. sigh..
Ok.. shall stop here..
Gonna start exam le.. hope everything halt 1st and let me at least hao hao finish my exams wif presentable results..

Ready.. Get-set~ GO!

2005-08-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

Kick off to start Bloggin~
keh~ dear helped me to link the tags n stuff and dat i've inserted "Initial D" music as moi backgrd musix.. how nice! lol.. (if got better ones i will change de music).

Hmm.. today went Kbox wif dear ..
She skipped sch today! naughty ger..
As for mi i did went sch but today's lesson oni 30min.. in fact, i was late.. so end up go in sit down den can leave liao~ -_-' actually today's lesson is for reviewing everyone's progress so far.. and how everyone has fair in e subject, sad to say, its e last lesson le.. so those same class for dis module.. bye bye le~:(
Anyway, e teacher say she like my attitude towards her lesson & even mentioned dat i did really very well.. hur hur.. hope get an A ba keke..
Alright.. so me n dear went Kbox, went for Klunch.. so only paid $12 for 2 person.. lol lucky i in poly, if not wun have such a time to go for kbox.. wonder why they charge so much after dat ah.. if everyone Pakat dun go KBOX bcoz they charge so ex den they will have to close door le ma! hmm.. they dunno how to think.
So after lunch we went had brunch den go back home to create dis blog le.. & of coz.. will stop here & go to ZZZzzz le.. till next time!

Start Bloggin

2005-08-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

Dis is to start moi blogging..
hopefully got pple c? lol
well.. lets hope i get consistant n got time for it~