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CNY coming...
yay...
meaning more money coming in.. but dunno why.. a bit not really excited bout it.. haiz..
recently like feel everything is like a hassle..
like not as happy as before le.. dunno why...

Anyway...
reason why m i blogging now is dat.. today is suppose to do project de...
end up tio tua.. put aeroplane...
bcoz of dat cheeena char bor.. haiz.. why come sg to study & den dun get a HP? already a person in other country liao.. still dun wan make pple more accessible to contact.. now deadline is thurs how r we going to finish the whole damn thing...
Now i myself try to fix the proto-type..
hopefully a skit on wed.. or wadever.. dun care la.. as long as dun end up fail e module can le..
i dun wanna repeat stupid CATS..

sighz.. speaking of which.. skit.. reminds me of my digicam.. i missed it very very much.. i heart pain le..
why most expensive possession.. is now gone..
i dunno where it is.. i dunno how is it lost..
haiz.. i dun think i will ever have tat much money to buy something like dat le ba.. even if have oso wun just spend like dat le.. curse my luck.. maybe heaven kai wan xiao wif me.. ya.. ni kai.. wo wan.. da jia xiao... f***
sighz...

anyway.. its all bad news recently really...
from e smallest to e biggest...
dear lost her phone.. i lost my cam..
arsenal lost to everton... haha.
aiya dunno la.. just simply quite depressing.. forever haf no time to relax or slack.. if haf oso not consecutive days.. project deadlines.. test.. quiz.. arg...
going to die already la.. pui...

*ahem*
mom now nagging i m anyhow put things here n there la..
den say meow meow jus now slp my bed den ask me to clean.. & den nag n nag when i didnt do it right away.. say i didnt realise bout e cleanliness.. say if i continue like dat she wud not clean it already.. safe trouble for her...
Grrrrrrr.....

always i will hope she die faster so i dun have to live in dis kinda 'disciplined' environment..
i dun like dis kinda life..
i prefer to be more liberal.. compromise.. understanding...
my kind of perfect housewifes is...
1) husband come home she wun question right away
2) not understanding & start insult husband is a pig who comes hm n just lie there la.. not doing any housework la.. anyhow put things la.. i mean.. they can just think b4 toking.. & just gently remind.. "are u very tired? r u ok? later remember to put ur socks away k?" (ya dis kind)
3) not be bias.. e most outrages thing is dat when u treat the CATS better than your own son..

anyway, tats just something against my mom...
back to reality oso thankful dat she bear e pain to give birth to me...

hope ming tian hui gen hao....

He's Gone [Monday, January 23, 2006]

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