Happy days?

Everyone does changes.. i wonder did I change..
if so, for the better or worse..

Anyway.. bday over.. 22 already.. did not celebrate much really.. just a normal eat out wif frens.. made cookies at home.. did most of the clean up too.. den ate steamboat at her hse bcoz its her sis bday too.. dats practically all...

Happy ba.. should be ba...
There's no occasion for bursting laughters.. just simple meal, same pple.. if with no presents, its just like normal dayz.. which is not a sad thing.. if only every normal day is so simple.. no fights, no quarrels.. no disputes.. no unhappiness...

Thanks for all the presents..
I like the jacket e most le.. appreciate the thoughts and the price tag too.. i valued it very much.. was thinking this bday i recieve most present le.. but think again2/5 came from frenz.. though i nv xi wang anything.. but this bday i think i missed something... i dunno wad is it.. very empty.. there's things i wanna forget dis bday and swore nv to talk about it anymore so i would erase it from my mind as well n not rake it up...

Thanks for those who remembered.. thanks for pearlyn who didnt fail to turn up, thanks for e guys for turning up n wishing me.. thanks for dear whom tried her best to make things special..

Maybe i m old le ba.. kept thinking that bday events will tone down as one gets older.. maybe i think too much la.. just tat maybe pple got their own lives & tat i'll slowly be forgotten.. maybe they just lost track of the date.. or m i really fading...

Nvm, just be happy and i m happy for u.. its dat simple..
tats e border line..

Anyway, there's dis fri to brood.. haven really picked the best amongst all..

maybe dis song is e best for now...
我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了 我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了 窗外阴天了 人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了 还以为你心里对我 又想念了 怎麽你声音变得冷淡了 是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了 滴下的眼泪已停不住了 天下起雨了 人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了

He's Gone [Wednesday, October 19, 2005]

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