Mysterious Delivery

Well..

Thanks to whoever dropped a package at my doorstep, there's at least something to do in e morning..

Wake up due to a sms asking me if i have receive a mail.. den ya, saw e mail above my room fridge.. i knew who is it from since i no longer recieve mails from frens..

so was practically in bed for 3hrs since i woke up.. reading n reading.. slowly realised no one left in my house.. den i have to find strength to get up of my bed(i m just lazy) & went to get my modem to connect internet in my room..(ya, i m)..

Once connected, started my normal routine.. sign in msn, check someone's blog n blah blah..
Ya, i was e anonymous.. but anyway, thank you for e comic, guess its not worth it since it has to travel all the way so far to e east side.. but i learnt from reading carefully & guess its by someone's car.. anyway, u shouldnt have..

But there u go, u've moved on, took bold steps le.. den guess wun turn back le ba since its like dis..

& ya, there r a lot better guys & can provide better for you.. as i can c, guess u've found, or if not, will find that coming very soon..

There's nth i can blog about..

like i said, nth to argue, nth to explain..

Its funny how yesterday i was thinking so negatively.. glad in the morning doesnt have any song/s that keeps repeat in my head so i can blog indifferently..

Just one thing..I realise everyone is a Director.. i realise everyone has written a story in their heads.. they have already wrote an ending to their stories.. They just want to make sure they play a part, or just be glad to see their story bcom reality...

For me, seriously.. i m such of a Director too.. LGF, i see u with Jas married after u finish ur studies, Annabelle, i see u wif WZ after something really bad happens between u & ur current bf.. and mom, i c u crying very hard when one day one of our cats really dies..

Everyone doesnt really want to share the same stories..

Funniest thing is that ur own story, everyone's story of themselves.. they dun write it.. they only wish it to happen and often being caught into other directors' & actors's scripts..but they cant do anything bout it.. when one person is against so many.. yes.. thats really how helpless and pathetic it is... like i always said.. even when u think u r wrong, when everyone says u r right.. u r right.. and vice versa..

Guess everyone now has somewhat, wan a smiliar conclusion..

As the Tags showed there's a couple of forces pushing towards a conclusion..
A couple saying its who n who's fault..
A couple that is waiting for dis day to come...
And also a couple that wanted things to look bleek in the first place..

Anyway thanks ah..
so,
Let those conclusions be conclusions..
Let those "judges" be the judges..
Let those yearning for tis day to come celebrate..
and Let those who has already a perfect story in mind tell their story

I shall withdraw on the plot of their stories, and i shall c wad happens in the end of the story if i dun play a part in it.. will it be a gd ending? will it be a better ending w/o me? we shall c.. till den.. i promise myself no regrets..

The gd old days..
Thanks..
^-^

He's Gone [Thursday, September 29, 2005]

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